We've had some really tough times lately. I told some friends and our Minister that my new name is Jobette (instead of Job). One thing that hasn't changed is our love for each other. When Matt was in the hospital last November, I have to admit, that was the biggest turning point for me in regards to our relationship. Watching him tremor with seizures (we have recently learned that's what was going on) scared me and was a wake up call. At any time, God could take him home. After he was released our entire life had to change. He can no longer work, drive, or ride his bike great distances. Recently, I have started waking up around 2:45am EVERY morning terrified. I don't what's causing it and Matt gets angry with me because he wakes up because of me. But, like I told him to please keep in mind that I don't like anymore than he does. After a few nights of this, he now just reaches over to me and it's comfort to know he's there.
He's such a great guy! I love him so much!
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